“why do you want to be with me?”

you’re smart, you’re quick-witted, you’re adorably cute and things feel better when you’re around. You love kids and you are unbelievably sweet when you choose to be. My heart is in a constant state of upheaval every day, all day when you look at me with those big bluegreen eyes of yours. I miss you when we aren’t together. My friends say you’re leading me on, but I can’t let you go. It hurts that you don’t feel the same way, but it would kill me not to spend this little time we have left together before we both move. You aren’t used to getting close with people fast, but I am. And I’m scared this closeness we feel will end as abruptly as the others.